We have a weird relationship. Well not so much me and caffeine exactly, mostly just coffee. For the most part, I kinda like it. What I mean is, if it's available I will drink it. However, if there's something like Coke or other drinks, I'm likely to have them instead. On the other hand, if I'm sleepy and need to stay awake, I'll go for coffee. Anyways, getting to the point. Just today I noticed my coffee is having unusual effects on me.
Wow, really inflexible... trying to sit and type this on Little Mac (my MacBook) with my legs straight... uncomfortable and hurting me a little...
MOVING ON! Currently I'm getting this strange feeling like my blood pressure is spiking out of control and a slight unusual feeling in my chest. Also, I notice that my hands are shaking more than usual. Which actually makes me think of something else.
My body seems to be naturally twitchy/shaky. I can't seem to hold my hand steady. It just shakes. I've been told to go see a doctor about it, but I'm kinda slow and haven't done it yet. I did however, notice that it seemed to have lessened when I tried to go without drinks that contain caffeine in them. So I suspect it may have some relation. But that's beside the point of this post.
One thing I did notice today though. For the past few days, I have significantly reduced the amount of caffeinated drinks I've consumed. Today, I was exceptionally tired and decided I needed coffee. I had it and the "buzz" I get from coffee that keeps me awake was much stronger and is lasting much longer than usual. Actually it's causing all of those symptoms that mentioned earlier which is actually a little unusual. Also my brain is all over the place, which makes writing this post a little bit difficult. I don't know what's going on. If anyone that still checks this blog has any idea, please let me know. Then again, perhaps this is all psychosomatic. I kinda hope so, I really don't like the idea of something being physically wrong with me.
Oh right, pictures of the stuff I mentioned earlier will be posted soon. Just need to figure out how to upload them to this blog again... It's been a while.