That's right! I'm hunting! But what I'm doing is slightly different from your typical hunting. Instead of using guns, I'm using resumes!
Alright, now that I'm done with the lame joke. I guess I'll get to the point. Job hunting is difficult. It may not be so hard for other people. But it's very hard for me. I find I'm stressing out about where to apply and whether or not they'll hire me or not. My parents tell me, no point in worrying, which is very true... but obviously something I can't do. It's terrible... depending on where I apply it's a slightly different type of worrying. Like for the jobs that you go in and hand in your resume and sometimes fill out an application form, so many thoughts that cause me to worry start rushing into my head. I'll be standing there with a meek smile on my face and asking for the job, and suddenly I'll thinking...
"Am I standing up straight? OH CRAP I'm slouching aren't I!!! OMG It's over!!!"
"I'm being to quite aren't I? Oh CRAP they'll never hire me if I'm too quiet!!!"
"SAY SOMETHING SMART!!!.... SMRT???"
"Try saying something other than, I'd like to apply for the job!"
"So how about that local sports team... wait that has nothing to do with this ARGH they'll never hire me if I'm so absent minded!"
It's awful. And when people tell me, don't worry about, you'll be fine, only makes things worse. I find I'll start thinking:
"Am I worrying too much? Do I look like I'm worrying? Oh crap I look scared don't I... what do I do!!! SMILE!!! SMILE!!!" *smiles awkwardly* *person looks at me funny* "...damn..."
I've been told that it'll get better eventually... but I'd really like to get over sooner than later, because I'd like to get a job relatively soon.
3 comments:
hahahahahahaha, thats hilarious man, but dont worry about it, if you're not sure what job you actually want theres no point being worried about not getting it.
hey Mah, I was just thinking about you and wondering if you still used this! I just read all the posts that I havn't read and would like to coment on a few of your posts... even though it's late.
First June 28, Moira and I actually won, shame on you for not remembering. Second when you work somewhere and you are sick of radio stations, turn it off and play classical music off your computer. You can google it and find a station and play it from there then you don't get so frustrated. and Third I like to drink tea when I study. There have actually been tests and if you study for an exam drinking tea then drink that same tea durring the test you will do better! Well that is just my two cents of info fo you:)hope you're well.
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